The Worst Eye Lashes Ever
Saturday, September 22nd, 2007I have the world’s worst eye lashes. I don’t know how to wear makeup, I will admit that first off. When I was a kid doing makeup and hair was extremely anxiety ridden. I could never get my hair to work right and remember crying over it more often than not. And I didn’t really have anyone teach me how to wear makeup. My Mom doesn’t. My sister sometimes does. And my friends, I don’t know why, either didn’t wear makeup or just didn’t help me figure it out.
I’ve always been anxious about things I don’t know. Feeling like I should know more than I do. I’m 40 years old, I should know everything about makeup now, shouldn’t I? So it’s hard for me to ask for help.
Anyway I digress. I bought some mascara because I think my eyes are really washed out. I have pale skin, blonde hair, and pale eyelashes. But my eyelashes are thin and when I put mascara on, they point inwards towards my nose. Even without mascara they do that. They also stick together. Maybe I shouldn’t by grocery store mascara? I just don’t know.
Anyway, when I get frustrated I just sit down with some wine coolers and watch some TV and forget about it.