May
25
2010
So I went to my doctor yesterday to get my prescription of Zoloft refilled. And I told her about how the generics were not really working for me. So she basically gave me the leeway to play around with different generics and see what dosages works for me. :p I’m not too keen on the [...]
Dec
19
2009
Yeah… sometimes I’m too dang nice. I try to be nice to everyone because when I was a kid, other kids were not nice to me. And so I really think that everyone should be treated with respect. I don’t like to bad talk anyone. I don’t like to use a mean tone of voice. [...]
Nov
30
2009
Okay well I never like it, of course. But this month I seem very bad. I guess you kinda figured that since I don’t really post about it much unless I’m feeling bad. I am just so dang clutzy. I tried to take an imprint of Angel’s paw onto a little ornament my sister gave [...]
Feb
08
2009
The good thing about today is that I have no responsibilities. I have nothing to do. I can just sit and be a vegetable all day long. Unlike the last couple of months where I had foster dogs and other stressful things to deal with. Oh yeah and the threat of losing my job. However [...]
Jan
13
2009
Ahhh… yes, here they are. To be blunt, got my period this morning and I can already feel the hormones equalizing and righting themselves. It’s an amazing feeling, actually. On my pre-zoloft days I could lay in bed and just feel my body getting better, like pleasant drugs coursing through my body and making me [...]
Jan
12
2009
It’s called premenstrual dysphoric disorder round and about the medical world. And most doctors have no idea how to treat it. In fact, it’s shrouded in rumor and ridicule. It’s sad, because it’s real. I have it. I have it really bad. I’ve been trying to find ways to fight it my entire life… well, [...]
Jan
10
2009
Ugh, I am having a super bad PMS day… err, maybe month. Who knows. Been stressed about the job and possible layoffs in the State. I’ve worked for the State of Utah for 20 years now. I can retire in 5, if I can make it that long. I sure hope so. I’m still one [...]
Oct
21
2008
Well, I’m getting ready. I’m about half packed. And I’m about half panicked, too. I don’t know why I’m so nervous. I leave Saturday at 8:20 am… that is when my flight leaves. I figure I’m nervous mostly because I’m having PMS. It’s day 23 and it’s not a good month, but that’s usual for [...]
Sep
29
2008
Okay.. I’m back in the world of the living. I swear my PMS makes me seem like I’m a manic depressive. During PMS I’m down in the dumps, can’t get much lower… (okay I can, it’s all relative) and on the day I get my… you know what, like today, it being Day One, I [...]
Jul
05
2008
I’ve been PMSey all day. And all the last couple of days. Okay the last few days. It’s not nearly as bad as it used to be… Tatum nipped one of my favorite skirts and tore a small hole in it. Well, before-meds I would have probably had a freak attack and yelled and screamed [...]