Deeper than Muscle
Tagged Under : Chatter, Mental Health, Physical Health
I’ve realized recently… well last night even, that the pain I’m experience isn’t really muscle pain. It’s deeper than that. And it’s not really pain as much as it is a sensation of thrumming or needles under my skin.
I am better… and although I still fight the idea that I have Candida or Lyme (though I’m on meds for both) I continue to do what the doctor tells me in hopes that I will feel completely better one day.
So my muscles won’t relax because I am all tensed out trying to suppress the unpleasant feeling underneath the muscles. It’s hard to describe. I got a massage yesterday and it helps to relax my muscles, but it does nothing for the underlying thrumming. Dnd that’s a good word… thrumming. Hrm.
The lighting fixture at the massage place is so dim, I had to look to see if they can brighten it to clean and vacuum… LOL I look at weird stuff huh?
Anyway I signed a contract.. it’s with Massage Envy. Like an idiot I didn’t realize I was signing for a year. But I can get out if I get a doctors note. So next time I see the doctor I’ll ask him for a note saying the massage may be hurting, not helping. :p I really can’t afford massages every month. I can’t afford much.. and yeah I’m still spending too much. BLEH
Oh well…
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