May 07 2009
Back and Not Back
Well I am back from flyball. Haven’t gotten back to posting as much as I’d like… but I’m getting there. I still feel crappy. And today we just found out that one of our team members has been laid off. Complete shock as we thought she would be the last to go. Actually, I’d rather have it be me that got laid off. She is so much more valuable than I am to this team… but I don’t want to blog about it too much. You know, privacy and all that.
So I’ll just talk about my health and my energy level. I don’t have, or want, a Bob stroller to jog with but I wish I could jog again. I wonder if my continued feelings of blek are because of Fibromyalgia or Lyme Disease. I got a Lyme kit test in the mail but it’s expensive to send off. $225.00 for the cheapest one. And I don’t have $225.00 right now, much less more than that. And I don’t know where to have blood drawn and prepared. So I’m looking at Lyme support in Utah and I’ve found a Yahoo Group that I like. However, they do some things by phone, and I hate the phone.
I don’t think my Mono is all gone yet either. And my neck hurts. Yesterday it got so bad in the evening my head hurt too. I had to run an errant last night but then when I got home I took some pills and crashed on the couch and that helped.
I’m emotionally fried today because of my friend getting laid off. Geez… what a stupid decision. That’s all I’ll say.
