Luna Tail

Had some anxiety going on today… performance anxiety maybe I can call it? LOL. Agility trial, and it was teams, and we didn’t do very well. I think teaming up with someone I didn’t know made me really feel the pressure. I don’t know if I’m going to do the teams thing in August when it’s offered again.

I don’t like it when someone else depends on me… oh yeah, well, it wasn’t too big a deal because if my partner was serious about qualifying, he would have been more picky about his partner. But still, I feel like I failed, and the anxiety is high, and I feel pretty humiliated and idiotic.

So time to look up a travel guide and head out of town… at least that is what I want to do, or buy my head in the sand, or hide in a closet, or just not go tomorrow! But I’ll feel better tomorrow. Or at least I hope so.

On this day..

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