Luna Tail

Ugh.. I’m having Premenstral Syndome pretty bad this month. Well, it’s not as bad anymore than it was in the past pre-Agnus Castus and pre-Zoloft. I don’t know why this month is especially bad. Maybe it’s because I’ve been so busy and haven’t had much down time this spring. Even now, next three weekends in a row are packed with dog things, Agility and Flyball. Though I love it, I still do need some down time. After I retire and have the week as downtime it won’t be so bad!

I am estrogen dominant… I have a whole story page of my PMS… basically I need more progesterone and that is where the Agnus Castus comes in. Causes my body to produce more. Plus I use progesterone cream which also helps.

I used to think all women had PMS this bad… it’s weird, and not fair dangit, that most women don’t have it this bad. I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, like I want to do some self-harm at night and take a razor blade to my arms… but I don’t. And like I said, it used to be a hundred times worse. I lived in hatred during this time of the month. Now, it’s annoying, and I still want to just focus on something, nothing, movies or web design, nothing that I will be judged on, for hours and hours. I don’t want to be judged or criticized!

So been working on my Utah Dogs site… and I changed, already, from TikiWiki to MediaWiki, and I even spent the big bucks for an Invision Power Board. I do like those the best! Now to find someone to do a color scheme for me… I so suck at matching colors. Ugh.

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