Not A Good Day

Filed Under (Anxiety, Daily Posts) by Cynthia on Dec 17, 2007 9:03 pm

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Well, it started out good. Ended crappily. I posted about it on Tip Tail, my dog blog, since it’s dog related more than anything.

I am getting ready for bed but what an awful emotional stressful thing it was, watching a dog get hit by a car. I have to say that I thank the gods for Zoloft. If it wasn’t for the meds I would be a complete, utter wreck. I still am very shaken and miserable, been crying off and on for the better part of the day.

The Zoloft keeps my brain in check. I love the stuff. I don’t know how I functioned with out it. And tonight I’ll take my sleeping meds so I won’t lay in bed and run over the images again and again and again.

I can’t believe I didn’t look away. I remember thinking to myself, look away, look away, but my head didn’t turn. I was stunned and aghast.

I think sleep will help me tonight. I hope so, anyway. Needless to say I didn’t get the Christmas shopping done that I wanted to.

On this day..

Tags: Anxiety, Dogs

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5 Comments

  1. Leigh (89 comments.) on 18.12.2007 at 09:15 (Reply)

    I am so sorry sweetie.

    I am glad the Zoloft is helping, just remember that it is OKAY to be upset over some things. I believe this is one of them. (hugs)

    Leigh’s last blog post..I am SO Done!

  2. Cynthia Blue on 18.12.2007 at 09:48 (Reply)

    Hi Leigh, yeah… true. :) I’ve been thinking, just because the Zoloft helps me feel less, it doesn’t make me care any less. I still care as much as always, if not more so.

  3. Leigh on 18.12.2007 at 10:15 (Reply)

    I am so sorry sweetie. I am glad the Zoloft is helping, just remember that it is OKAY to be upset over some things. I believe this is one of them. (hugs) <em>Leigh's last blog post..<a href='http://eternal-flux.com/?p=124'; rel="nofollow">I am SO Done!</a></em>

  4. Cynthia Blue on 18.12.2007 at 10:48 (Reply)

    Hi Leigh, yeah… true. :) I've been thinking, just because the Zoloft helps me feel less, it doesn't make me care any less. I still care as much as always, if not more so.

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