Luna Tail

Okay, everything is done. Both for the dogs coming in from Houston, and for my company coming (I didn’t get the stairs vacuumed dangit). And I’m mostly packed already, did that last weekend. I will be gone between September 1 and September 8. I will most likely be posting on Tip Tail, but my other blogs will have a bit of down time as I’ll be too busy, and be having too much fun, to get on the laptop.

Anyway.. the stress is manageable, but not pleasant. Tomorrow will be the calm before the storm on Saturday. Really it shouldn’t be a storm, everything is covered. My sister and my friend M are going to pick up the dogs at the airport and deliver them to where they need to go. I will be doing agility, briefly in the morning (yeah, I feel guilty about doing that and not going to get the dogs, but my car is packed and so I wouldn’t be able to transport them anyway). My car isn’t big. I’d have to seatbelt dogs in, size 500 crates would not fit. Anyway, enough excuses. My friend Mi is coming from Denver tomorrow night, and my friend Ma is coming from Richfield. Goodness, I have a lot of M friends don’t I? LOL. Anyway, they are both staying the night here at our house, and then Saturday we are off! We are driving to Elko on Saturday.

So tomorrow I work all day, 10 hours, 6:30 to 5pm. I have to cover because the rest of my team is off. It’s going to be a long, slow day. But I have work to occupy me.

And now I just have to relax. I have to realize that asking for help is okay. I do think I am a control freak. I like to do everything myself, and when I ask for help I feel… I dunno, maybe helpless. Out of control. I like to have my hands in things and be in control! But it’ll be okay. I have reliable friends. And anyway, I’ll have my cel l with me and they can contact me if needed.

So I can just calm down and relax now. Ha ha ha.. well, if I’m capibile of it yet. When I’m at camp I will relax. Though it may take me a couple of days to calm down. Wine in front of the big campfire at night, I remember how nice and wonderful it was last year. And the weather is supposed to be perfect! High 70s to low 80s all week. Woo!

I may not post here much more before I live. So check out Tip Tail for my camp updates!

Tags: Anxiety, Dogs, Travel

Trackback URI | Comments RSS