I am a Pansy

Filed Under (Anxiety, Daily Posts) by Cynthia on Jun 29, 2007 2:55 pm

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Pansy Well, I took the bull by the horns and I think I’m going to pay for it emotionally in a week or so. :) Because although I act tough, really I’m a big pansy. But I like pansies, they are pretty flowers don’t you think? LOL

Anyway, hopefully my emotional stamina will hold up to the task. And I have support, so that is a good thing. And it’s a good thing I did, really. I’m trying to make something better instead of just bailing out. And I know… those who are established don’t like change, so we’ll see how it goes. But I figure I owe it to all the suffragettes who did so much for women’s rights all those years ago.

And hopefully I won’t need to go to any drug rehabs after I get through this… as emotional trials are difficult for me. But hey, it’s my hobby, it’s not like it’s rocket science or anything! And I have my own personal meds to help me out and use as a tool I can lean on. And I think they are helping a lot.

I’m just kinda funny sometimes, because I bite off a big chunk of something, then fall apart emotionally and am not able to get through it. So this is a learning experience, and I want to get through it. So I may go through some hard times, but we’ll see how it goes and I want to stick with it.

Day 10

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Tags: Anxiety, Mental Health

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  1. Molly (11 comments.) on 29.06.2007 at 18:17 (Reply)

    ohhhh…that last paragraph sounds so farmiliar!

    I wonder what the origin of pansy is?

    Thanks for your comment. My ample behind is something that I am quite proud of – mostly b/c I have no boobs to speak of! When the prozac made me super skinny my butt went away and I felt like I lost a piece of my identity :)

    Have a great weekend!
    Molly

  2. Molly on 29.06.2007 at 18:17 (Reply)

    ohhhh…that last paragraph sounds so farmiliar! I wonder what the origin of pansy is? Thanks for your comment. My ample behind is something that I am quite proud of – mostly b/c I have no boobs to speak of! When the prozac made me super skinny my butt went away and I felt like I lost a piece of my identity :) Have a great weekend! Molly

  3. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 11:41 (Reply)

    Hi Molly thanks for visiting. The Zoloft is taking my appetite away, too, though I wish I could get rid of the craving for chocolate chips. :) I wonder what the origin of a pansy is, too.

  4. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 11:41 (Reply)

    Hi Molly thanks for visiting. The Zoloft is taking my appetite away, too, though I wish I could get rid of the craving for chocolate chips. :) I wonder what the origin of a pansy is, too.

  5. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 21:00 (Reply)

    I ROCK

  6. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 21:00 (Reply)

    I ROCK

  7. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 21:07 (Reply)

    Javascript beware, I fixed you!!!

  8. Cynthia Blue on 30.06.2007 at 21:07 (Reply)

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