May 18 2007
Stomach Flu?
My crap. Can you get sick in two minutes in the shower? I swear I was fine when I woke up at 5:30 am (if anyone can be fine at that ungodly hour, it’s too early for me), then in the shower I felt like I was going to pass out. Had to wash myself off and head right out. Spent the next half hour in the bathroom, not in the shower. And I couldn’t stand up. Some of it was lying on the floor feeling awful.
I really really really don’t want to take more time off work. With all the agility trials I’ve been taking off for. My annual leave is dwindling. I don’t want to take sick because if I have enough I can buy insurance after retirement. So I only take my annual.
So I’m home today. Slept until about 11:30. Sitting here on the couch now, writing this, not even feeling up to turning the TV on. Maybe I’ll go back to bed.
I have to burn some AVIs onto DVD. I have them converted to the right format, and I have the software to burn, but then I’ll have to leave my laptop alone during the burning and I don’t know how long that’ll take. My small 20 Gig hard drive is full up because of these conversions. Guess I need an external hard drive. But I’d want a really big one.
I think this blog is now listed on Anxiety Disorders Blogs – Weblogs – Web logs. Or will be, soon. 
Cool, more traffic. And it should also be listed on Anxious Living soon. I submit my blog then I feel totally stressed about it. People are actually going to read this stuff? Then my SA kicks in. Silly me. I swear half the time I don’t know it’s going to kick in until after. I have such a rotten emotional memory.
Well, back to feeling sick. I hate this kind of sick. Give me a fever any day.
Well, for one, you dont HAVE to do anything you dont want to do
If you want to burn DVD for your enjoyment, thats cool, but please dont feel like you have to do it just for other people. You need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Rest today, relax and get better. health is so very important……and we love you so very much……please take care of yourself. I love you. XOXOX
Yep, it can happen just that fast. The good news it that eventually, you get better. The keyword there being eventually.
Yep, it can happen just that fast. The good news it that eventually, you get better. The keyword there being eventually.