My anxiety is ridiculous. Seriously. I was at about a 9 today, just going to the dentist and dropping my car off for an oil change. Come on. Aren’t normal people able to do every day things without such high levels of anxiety? I have to get a root canal, which is awful in and of itself. But even asking the Dentist what he’s about to do with the drill in his hand freaks me out. I did it, though, and my entire stress level goes through the roof. And dropping my car off was the same way. Outside I probably appear just fine.
I’m going to a therapist again, which is good. She has recommended I see a psychiatrist and get on some meds. Because maybe my brain is firing wrong. I just don’t know. But anxiety is always there, ruling my life. Everything I do is because of anxiety.
So maybe meds will help. I go in April.
On this day..
- Taking The Risk - Buying Stocks! - 2009
- Waiting for Spring - 2008
- Fading Fast... - 2008
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