CynthiaI said in my prior post that I know I’m worthless. Let me sum up. Actually, I know I have a lot of value, and I’m a good person. I’m quite happy with my life, believe it or not. I have an awesome family, a great husband, and a decent job. I love my house and I am pursuing the things I love. 
This blog reflects more of my subconscious. It reflects my core feelings, the deep down under layers of fear and humiliation. Those layers still don’t think I’m worth very much. And by saying exactly how I feel from deep down there, I hope to dig some things up, and perhaps begin to conquer them.
And if anyone ever replies to this blog, I hope no one ever says “oh but you do have value”.. I hate generic stupid terms like that. I know I do, dammit. Don’t tell me I’m wrong. The one single most important thing I learned in CoDA was, there’s no such thing as a wrong emotion.
There are a lot of single most important things I learned in CoDA. 
On this day..
- Anxiety and the Chiropractor - 2008
- WW - Working from Home - 2008
- WW - Cute Little Mushroom - 2008
- Wordpress Post Titles - 2007
- Weekend is Over - 2007
- Dreams Fade Fast - 2007
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